So, this is my first blog since my livejournal in high school, which i quit because it always seemed to get my in trouble or just create drama. ill try to avoid both of those things right now.
like i said in my title, "is this awkward"? meaning, is it kinda weird to have a blog? I dont have any friends with blogs , well except my friend eliza who is something like 4 months old and weighs less than my backpack. shes very articulate though and seems to have a strong vocabulary.
i dont even know what im supposed to write on here. should i write about whats going on in my life? what im doing, what my plans are? who would really read that.....no one because no one knows i have this....so shouldnt i just keep a diary instead?
maybe ill have this as a great procrastination source. i mean, it is 1:15 and my women's body paper is still in a rough draft of a rough draft form. and the dishes still need done, and i still need to pay some bills, and write some thank you notes, and clean out my car, and oh, plan on what im supposed to do with the rest of my life (that one has been on my to-do list for quite some time). so yes, because im getting sick of finding better procrastination exscuses, which usually include eating or filing my nails, ill keep this.
so, thoughts of the day....
im
exhausted, stressed, anxious
also feeling
excited (not sure for what)
very angry( primary results are in.....)
very, very, exhausted (did i already say this?)
wow, i just read what i wrote and now i feel really worthless. what was the point of this again? i really hope no one reads this or atleast this entry, this is embaressing.
ill try to redeam myself with some pictures (it seems to work for eliza....)
these are from dad's camera, from before we went out to dinner for my bday
parents shot, this might be the first birthday that i can remember where i wasnt in trouble with them!

me and sis

this was taken at my birthday party thrown by the party, no im not dressed as a crossdresser, it was avante garde theme(but alot of people looked inbetween)

i looked at pictures from my 19th birthday, i cant believe its been a year. this one was a good one too, on the streets of jerusalem. amen.

atleast if i am consistent in nothing else i know how to rock a birthday crown.
goodnight!