Friday, March 28, 2008

i feel kind of lost.....

i have no idea who this person is.



i took a trip down memory lane to livejournal, as i was reminded of it today....i realized that online journals like that really are like pieces locked in time that represent everything you were feeling/thinking/believing on that certain day and time. while running across pictures like this and being shocked because i really dont recognize that person or why shes so happy....ive decided not to delete it...even though im tempted.


im at megans (hi megan). i hope you are enjoying your nap. m &k are also alseep. the birds are chirping....the sun is shining (kindof)...ok enough.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Austin Java

Im sitting at austin java which is a place i would normally never go because the food is overpriced the bread SUCKS ( i mean what else matters) and flipnotics like my second home....but thus it is overstuffed with hipsters so i find myself here so i can try to study. of course i gotta check all my cute little websites first. i click automaticaly to gmail and facebook but im forgetting to check this new blog.
i was reminded just now because i felt the need to discuss the girls next to me....

i really try to keep an open mind but sometimes its just too difficult to me a civil non judgemental mother teresa. (ok its hard all
the time to do that, i just keep my mouth shut more often).

girl a : This city is so cute!
girl b: i know, i love the decorating!
girl c: austin is so funky!
girl a: have you seen the drag? its so weird and cute!
girl b:god im like looking at all this food but im sooo not hungry, im so cracked out on aderol right now!
girl a: aww thats fun!


heres how me and liz feel about this....






oh heres the last night of spring break....
now back to reality......

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Brett Michaels is lame...

Rock of Love 2. Are you serious? Yes, sadly.
Me and Marissa (my roomie) die watching this show.
Youve got burnt out Bret Michaels, still high from his Poison days, on a mission to find "true love" on his VH1 show. These girls. Women. Whatever. If auditions were held and its all scripted, the cast producers did a damn good job if its supposed to be a comedy. Ive never been more horrified (no really, actually scared, google Ina "the ukranian love tank), and more amused, (google megan, former playmate).
These women are bending over backwards for Mr Michaels who honestly I think is kind of lame. However, I cant deny his genious. He held rock of love 1 last season where another group of desperate women cried, fought and almost died for his attention. He picked his winner and before the reunion special barely aires the next season is on. I thought he was on the mission for eternal love...or maybe its the mission for endless sex and women half his age stalking out at his bedroom door .....am i the only one willing to say it outloud? I mean honestly, this guy is so smart! he will probably have rock of love until he can date these current ones grandchildren.
maybe by then he can wipe off the pouty lips! Im over it! Look at his face here. ( i know the picture is small, you gotta click it to enlarge)

Who are these people???

I cant deny though, that I am so addicted to this show! Its just pure enterainment!


In other worlds,
Im so excited for Friday. Visiting my cute little sober BFF Sarah. Awwwww.
Heres us summer 2006.



another worthless post. im going to shower now, liz, are you proud?

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

I cant believe im wasting my sleep time to do this.

So, this is my first blog since my livejournal in high school, which i quit because it always seemed to get my in trouble or just create drama. ill try to avoid both of those things right now.
like i said in my title, "is this awkward"? meaning, is it kinda weird to have a blog? I dont have any friends with blogs , well except my friend eliza who is something like 4 months old and weighs less than my backpack. shes very articulate though and seems to have a strong vocabulary.
i dont even know what im supposed to write on here. should i write about whats going on in my life? what im doing, what my plans are? who would really read that.....no one because no one knows i have this....so shouldnt i just keep a diary instead?
maybe ill have this as a great procrastination source. i mean, it is 1:15 and my women's body paper is still in a rough draft of a rough draft form. and the dishes still need done, and i still need to pay some bills, and write some thank you notes, and clean out my car, and oh, plan on what im supposed to do with the rest of my life (that one has been on my to-do list for quite some time). so yes, because im getting sick of finding better procrastination exscuses, which usually include eating or filing my nails, ill keep this.

so, thoughts of the day....
im
exhausted, stressed, anxious
also feeling
excited (not sure for what)
very angry( primary results are in.....)
very, very, exhausted (did i already say this?)


wow, i just read what i wrote and now i feel really worthless. what was the point of this again? i really hope no one reads this or atleast this entry, this is embaressing.
ill try to redeam myself with some pictures (it seems to work for eliza....)

these are from dad's camera, from before we went out to dinner for my bday

parents shot, this might be the first birthday that i can remember where i wasnt in trouble with them!


me and sis


this was taken at my birthday party thrown by the party, no im not dressed as a crossdresser, it was avante garde theme(but alot of people looked inbetween)



i looked at pictures from my 19th birthday, i cant believe its been a year. this one was a good one too, on the streets of jerusalem. amen.


atleast if i am consistent in nothing else i know how to rock a birthday crown.
goodnight!