getting out

i cant wait to leave austin, even if just for a little while!

pain

I have been hurting myself alot lately...careless clumsy bumps and falls that actually cause alot of pain. last weekend i did enough crucial damage to my pinky toe that it is still swollen and i cant walk with shoes on (im still searching for clues as to how this accident happened...)
on monday i slammed my ring finger in the door which, ironically, actually had a ring on it, and i slammed it so hard that the ring dug into my finger and my neighbor had to pull it off with pliers. not a joke. My middle finger that day mysteriously became very numb to the point where i could pinch it and not feel it, and the pain was shooting down towards my wrist. that was really cool.

ive also had a lot of stubbing my toe, hitting my funny bone, and scraping my knee on furniture...the stuff that is common but you worry when it happens on a daily basis.
i even hit my head opening my laptop just now...on the top half. i dont even know how that happens.i dont think i could re-do if it tried.


well atleast one thing doesnt hurt: schools out. we celebrated appropriatey last night and earned ourselves our 5th noise complaint. just one more till eviction! were definately going elsewhere tonight.

In the spirit of negativity and prime procrastinaton...

Liz has inspired me to hate. Ramble on....


Things I hate( ok ok, scratch that)

Things i strongly dislike



1)bikers that ride in the middle of the lane
2)whole foods (especially on saturdays)
3)people that cry all the time
4)people that dont speak english at the store and then act annoyed when i ask them questions (this happened at tjmaxx recently and yes, they were a regular salesclerk)
5)cilantro, bell peppers, dark chocolate, pound cake
6)the bubbly song thats always on the radio, that girl should be shot (in the foot)
7)marbollo lights
8)people that smoke marbollo lights
9)jessica simpson
10)tostitos commercials


ok heres some stuff i like for some yin and yang


1)bamboo products
2)coconut shreds, bok choi and sweetleaf honey-mint tea
3)suave commercials
4) liz's flipnotics discount
5)sun harvest ( i love that place ,its always so calm and smells nice)
6)my dyed flowers
7)world market (and my jasmine lotion i got there!!)
8)disposable cameras
9)my red tool kit and all of its glory
10)mulicolored light bulbs



k wow i feel really cool now!!!



EDIT// i just remembered one of my ultimate annoyances of ALL TIMES!!
People that cant figure the different of their,there and theyre! Also too and to. Also people that say Kool , skool, kewl, or rox my sox. i feel gross just typing those out!

i feel kind of lost.....

i have no idea who this person is.



i took a trip down memory lane to livejournal, as i was reminded of it today....i realized that online journals like that really are like pieces locked in time that represent everything you were feeling/thinking/believing on that certain day and time. while running across pictures like this and being shocked because i really dont recognize that person or why shes so happy....ive decided not to delete it...even though im tempted.


im at megans (hi megan). i hope you are enjoying your nap. m &k are also alseep. the birds are chirping....the sun is shining (kindof)...ok enough.

Austin Java

Im sitting at austin java which is a place i would normally never go because the food is overpriced the bread SUCKS ( i mean what else matters) and flipnotics like my second home....but thus it is overstuffed with hipsters so i find myself here so i can try to study. of course i gotta check all my cute little websites first. i click automaticaly to gmail and facebook but im forgetting to check this new blog.
i was reminded just now because i felt the need to discuss the girls next to me....

i really try to keep an open mind but sometimes its just too difficult to me a civil non judgemental mother teresa. (ok its hard all
the time to do that, i just keep my mouth shut more often).

girl a : This city is so cute!
girl b: i know, i love the decorating!
girl c: austin is so funky!
girl a: have you seen the drag? its so weird and cute!
girl b:god im like looking at all this food but im sooo not hungry, im so cracked out on aderol right now!
girl a: aww thats fun!


heres how me and liz feel about this....






oh heres the last night of spring break....
now back to reality......

Brett Michaels is lame...

Rock of Love 2. Are you serious? Yes, sadly.
Me and Marissa (my roomie) die watching this show.
Youve got burnt out Bret Michaels, still high from his Poison days, on a mission to find "true love" on his VH1 show. These girls. Women. Whatever. If auditions were held and its all scripted, the cast producers did a damn good job if its supposed to be a comedy. Ive never been more horrified (no really, actually scared, google Ina "the ukranian love tank), and more amused, (google megan, former playmate).
These women are bending over backwards for Mr Michaels who honestly I think is kind of lame. However, I cant deny his genious. He held rock of love 1 last season where another group of desperate women cried, fought and almost died for his attention. He picked his winner and before the reunion special barely aires the next season is on. I thought he was on the mission for eternal love...or maybe its the mission for endless sex and women half his age stalking out at his bedroom door .....am i the only one willing to say it outloud? I mean honestly, this guy is so smart! he will probably have rock of love until he can date these current ones grandchildren.
maybe by then he can wipe off the pouty lips! Im over it! Look at his face here. ( i know the picture is small, you gotta click it to enlarge)

Who are these people???

I cant deny though, that I am so addicted to this show! Its just pure enterainment!


In other worlds,
Im so excited for Friday. Visiting my cute little sober BFF Sarah. Awwwww.
Heres us summer 2006.



another worthless post. im going to shower now, liz, are you proud?

I cant believe im wasting my sleep time to do this.

So, this is my first blog since my livejournal in high school, which i quit because it always seemed to get my in trouble or just create drama. ill try to avoid both of those things right now.
like i said in my title, "is this awkward"? meaning, is it kinda weird to have a blog? I dont have any friends with blogs , well except my friend eliza who is something like 4 months old and weighs less than my backpack. shes very articulate though and seems to have a strong vocabulary.
i dont even know what im supposed to write on here. should i write about whats going on in my life? what im doing, what my plans are? who would really read that.....no one because no one knows i have this....so shouldnt i just keep a diary instead?
maybe ill have this as a great procrastination source. i mean, it is 1:15 and my women's body paper is still in a rough draft of a rough draft form. and the dishes still need done, and i still need to pay some bills, and write some thank you notes, and clean out my car, and oh, plan on what im supposed to do with the rest of my life (that one has been on my to-do list for quite some time). so yes, because im getting sick of finding better procrastination exscuses, which usually include eating or filing my nails, ill keep this.

so, thoughts of the day....
im
exhausted, stressed, anxious
also feeling
excited (not sure for what)
very angry( primary results are in.....)
very, very, exhausted (did i already say this?)


wow, i just read what i wrote and now i feel really worthless. what was the point of this again? i really hope no one reads this or atleast this entry, this is embaressing.
ill try to redeam myself with some pictures (it seems to work for eliza....)

these are from dad's camera, from before we went out to dinner for my bday

parents shot, this might be the first birthday that i can remember where i wasnt in trouble with them!


me and sis


this was taken at my birthday party thrown by the party, no im not dressed as a crossdresser, it was avante garde theme(but alot of people looked inbetween)



i looked at pictures from my 19th birthday, i cant believe its been a year. this one was a good one too, on the streets of jerusalem. amen.


atleast if i am consistent in nothing else i know how to rock a birthday crown.
goodnight!